We visited my grandmother last week, for the first time with our Sam.
She is 87 years old, he is 7 months old.
She is so busy dying, he is so busy being born.
When I looked at my grandmother, so old, so tired, so confused, and then looked at my son, so young, so eager to discover, so alive, I got one of those rare lumps in my throat. You know the kind: it tells you that you're sad, but at the same time it tells you you're happy and especially lucky.
Scarily, it also made me realise that nowadays I often behave more towards the way my grandma feels than the way may son feels. Obviously not in such an extreme way, but somewhere in this year suddenly I seem to have passed that invisible but dangerous line that seperates young people from old people.
What? Hey, I'm 31!
I know. I know. You're old when you decide to be. Or, no. You're old when you decide not to keep doing new things. You're old when you stop discovering.
In 2010 I'll put a lot of effort in giving myself a huge kick up the butt. Bear with me until I find my way back please. I don't want to be old yet.
That's a start, right?
Have an exciting new year everyone, full of wonderful discoveries of all kinds.
December 30, 2009
December 28, 2009
Cats On Fire - The Hague

Download here (follow link)
Labels:
Cats On Fire,
Cosy Recordings
December 15, 2009
Undercover poplover, part 19
"Well, she wrote me a letter
Said she couldn't live without me no more
Listen mister can't you see I got to get back
To my baby once more"
Download (Mediafire)
1. Pianosaurus - The letter
2. Jesus And Mary Chain - My girl
3. The King Of Luxembourg - Happy together
Said she couldn't live without me no more
Listen mister can't you see I got to get back
To my baby once more"
Download (Mediafire)
1. Pianosaurus - The letter
2. Jesus And Mary Chain - My girl
3. The King Of Luxembourg - Happy together
December 07, 2009
The Raveonettes - In and out of control

When the new Reveonettes album arrived, I played it for the first time and immediately liked it a lot. I didn't consider writing about it though. Then I played it for the tenth time and I loved these songs so much. All over the web there were other sites recommending In and out of control, so I didn't have to. By the time I played this for the hundredth time I realised this is possibly my favourite album of the year. So here you go, I can't resist any longer:
In and out of control is a fabulous pop album, and if you didn't listen to it yet you should.
The Raveonettes website
The Raveonettes myspace
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1. The Raveonettes - Suicide
2. The Raveonettes - Last dance
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The Raveonettes
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